Because preachers often donÕt know the Scriptures,
they avoid telling you the context in which somethingÕs said, giving out only Òsound
bitesÓ meant to uplift and motivate.
An ever-popular prayer verse for the Purpose
Driven-trained clergy is II Corinthians 2:14: ÒNow thanks be unto God, which
always causeth us to triumph in Christ, and maketh manifest the savour of his
knowledge by us in every place.Ó
But, as Jordan says, ÒThey never tell you the
context from verse 12 and 13 and you think, ÔWell, the preacher has got the joy,
joy, joy down in his heart. HeÕs always got the victory;
always on top of the rock. Hallelujah, he never has a bad day!Õ Ó
*****
Just as the Book of II Corinthians as a whole
reveals the darkest hour of PaulÕs ministry, II Corinthians 2:12-13 sheds light
on one of the things that had him most anxious and torn up: ÒFurthermore, when
I came to Troas to preach Christ's gospel, and a door was opened unto me of the
Lord,
[13] I had no rest in my spirit, because I found not Titus my brother:
but taking my leave of them, I went from thence into Macedonia.Ó
Jordan says, ÒNotice he leaves the new converts
there! Instead of pressing the work forward at this new church heÕs started, he
leaves because of his personal concerns about Titus. HeÕs thinking, ÔWhereÕs
Titus?! He didnÕt show up! Has something happened to
him and our enemies assaulted him? HeÕs going around with the collection for
Jerusalem—has somebody robbed him?! Is he laying
dead in a ditch somewhere?!Õ
ÒI mean, heÕs wound up in worry, and of course, in
chapter 7 he finds Titus and is much encouraged, but here in the midst of all
this he doesnÕt know whatÕs going on. ThereÕs been this great stir at Ephesus
by the opposition there. The people were worshipping Diana and all that stuff.
ThereÕs this constant uncertainty and fear about his own situation and about
the situation with Titus and heÕs all concerned for TitusÕ safety.
ÒI say that to remind you that there are things
going on in this passage that are very similar to your life, because when you
get to verse 14, everything turns around. You look at verse 12 and 13; do you
see any triumph? Not much. Even when you say, ÔWell, a church is getting
established!Õ . . . yeah, but PaulÕs leaving them! I mean,
he doesnÕt even stay there to finish the job.Ó
*****
WhatÕs particularly telling is how Paul expounds on
his circumstances in II Corinthians 7:5-6: ÔFor, when we were come into
Macedonia, our flesh had no rest, but we were troubled on every side; without
were fightings, within were fears. Nevertheless God, that comforteth those that
are cast down, comforted us by the coming of Titus.Ó
Jordan says, ÒNotice the way he describes himself.
Cast down. ThatÕs a way of saying he was depressed. If you come back to chapter
4, he describes it in vivid terms. He says, ÔWe are
troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in
despair;
Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed; troubled at every
hand.Õ
ÒSo heÕs troubled, perplexed, persecuted, and heÕs
cast down. You ever been there? I enjoy II Corinthians frankly because all
these things PaulÕs experiencing, IÕve known about them first-hand.
ÒPaulÕs
going through a period of tremendous personal upheaval as well as ministry
upheaval. He just got down in the dumps. You ever get punked out? Just tired
and Ôtake this job and shove itÕ kind of thing? Well, thatÕs the way Paul was.
Maybe you donÕt think of the great apostle—the great man of God with the
power of God working in his life—getting down in the dumps, punked out
and wanting to quit?
ÒHeÕs all tore up inside, internally. Verse 7:5 says
he was Ôtroubled on every side; WITHOUT were fightings, within were fears.Õ You
remember how we looked back in Acts 19 about that big stir at Ephesus and all?
In chapter 1, he said Ôwe had the sentence of death within ourselves.Õ Paul
literally faced the possibility of being assassinated and murdered at that time,
and he said Ôwithin were fears.Õ
ÒIf you go back to Acts 18 when PaulÕs at Corinth
the first time, the Lord actually had to appear to him personally and say to
him, ÔBe of good cheer—nobodyÕs going to do you any harm here.Õ He wrote (the
saints) in I Corinthians 2 that ÔI was with you in much fear and trembling and
weakness.Õ
ÒWe
usually think of the apostles as people that never met anybody they werenÕt the
match for. They never were hesitant; they never had their back up. They were
always just bold as a lion going through tearing up town, and it really wasnÕt
that way with Paul. ItÕs always fascinated me that the Lord had to do this with
Paul in Acts 18.Ó
*****
As Acts 18:9-10 reports, ÒThen spake the Lord to
Paul in the night by a vision, Be not afraid, but speak, and hold not thy
peace:
[10] For I am with thee, and no man shall set on thee to hurt thee: for I
have much people in this city.Ó
Jordan says, ÒNow, the Lord doesnÕt appear to you
and to me like that today. These are special interventions, but just imagine
the Lord looks at Paul and sees the need to come and tell him this. He had to have
been in terribly difficult straits and Christ says, ÔBe not afraid.Õ Well,
obviously he had been afraid! He says, ÔBut speak and hold not thy peace.Õ
Obviously Paul was tempted just to be quiet.
ÒThe satanic attack against the Body of Christ is
two-fold. Plan A: Attack the message; corrupt the message. Get somebody to mess
up the message so the message isnÕt clear.
ÒIf that wonÕt work, Plan B: Attack the messenger.
Discourage, discredit, get him to quit talking.
ÒJust the fact Christ had to say that to Paul—ÔDonÕt worry, nobodyÕs gonna hurt youÕ—
obviously people weÕre trying to!Ó
*****
Even in PaulÕs darkest hour personally of his ministry,
he never quit preaching the gospel. Remarkably, he was also able to establish a
church at Troas.
Jordan says, ÒWeÕve seen already that Paul wrote the
book of II Corinthians during the time period of Acts 20:1, in which it says, ÔAnd after the uproar was ceased,
Paul called unto him the disciples, and embraced them, and departed for to go
into Macedonia.
[2] And when he had gone over those parts, and had given them much
exhortation, he came into Greece,
[3] And there abode three months. And when the
Jews laid wait for him, as he was about to sail into Syria, he purposed to
return through Macedonia.Õ
ÒItÕs this period of time here where he writes II
Corinthians. HeÕs preached in Troas and as he sails back . . . thatÕs where he went and
preached in the third loft and Uticus falls out and is dead and he raises him
from the dead. ThatÕs at Troas.
ÒSo
in spite of the depression, and the darkness, and the difficulties, and Ôthe
fightings without and the fears within,Õ Paul still stuck at it and preached.
He didnÕt quit in spite of his own personal feelings of inadequacy and the, ÔI
donÕt want to do this anymore.Õ He kept at it and the result was a church got
started. And he visits that church on the return visit.
ÒYou know what changed PaulÕs attitude from verse 12
and 13—the depression—to the triumph in verse 14? You see those two
words Òin ChristÓ? ThereÕs a deliberate contrast put here.
ÒThe negative tone of verse 12 and 13 changes to the
tone of victory in verses 14-16. You see that second word ÔthanksÕ in verse 14?
ThatÕs where it came from! You see the thing that changed the negatives to the
victories is Ônow THANKS be unto God.Õ
ÒThatÕs a mental attitude and the mental attitude
changed the fears within. He took his eyes off his problems, took his eyes off
his feelings and what was going on around him and he looked away to who he was
in Christ and what God was doing in him in Christ. When you take your eyes off
of you and you look to Christ, itÕs easy to give thanks. ThereÕs a lot there to
give thanks for.Ó