HereÕs a question you wonÕt
find in any Bible trivia book. What ailment did Moses, Paul, Jonah, Elijah,
Jeremiah and Job all suffer through at one time in their lives?
The answerÕs depression. In
the Book of Job, for example, Job actually expresses his desire to die, saying,
ÒOh that my grief were thoroughly weighed and my calamity laid in the balances
together! For now it would be heavier than the sand of the sea. . . Oh that I
might have my request; and that God would grant me the thing that I long for!
Even that it would please God to destroy me; that he would let loose his hand,
and cut me off!Ó
In one of the studies my
pastor gave in a series he did on the problem of depression in the late Õ90s,
he profiled in detail the emotional struggle Job endured.
ÒOne of the great men in the
ancient world was the patriarch Job,Ó Jordan started off by explaining. ÒThe Bible says he was Ôthe greatest of
all the men of the east.Õ He was a great prominent figure filled with wisdom.
ÒBut all of a sudden in JobÕs
life, everything changed overnight. All his livestock was either stolen or
slain. A tornado came and destroyed the house of his oldest son while they were
having a party and all of his children are killed. Job lost his health. His
wife turned on him.
ÒHe got right down to the
bottom and then these three friends showed up to give Job some counsel about
what was happening to him. They actually sat with him for seven days in utter
silence, just looking at him, and then they began to talk.
ÒBy Job 3, when he first
begins to address his friends, heÕs in the gall of bitterness. Self-pity has
overtaken him.Ó
Job 3:1-3 reports, ÒAfter
this opened Job his mouth, and cursed his day. And Job spake, and said, Let the
day perish wherein I was born, and the night in which it was said, There is a
man child conceived.Ó
Jordan explains, ÒWeÕre
talking about despair and despondency. His friend Eliphaz starts out talking to
him in rather rough way. Basically he says, ÔYou need to sit up and shut up Job
and let me give you some instructions.Õ HeÕs trying to help Job in his depression
and it doesnÕt do much good.Ó
Later, in Job 7, Job
complains, ÒWhen I lie down, I say, When shall I arise, and the night be gone?
and I am full of tossings to and fro unto the dawning of the day.
ÒMy flesh is clothed with
worms and clods of dust; my skin is broken, and become loathsome.
ÒMy days are swifter than a
weaver's shuttle, and are spent without hope.is there not an appointed time for
man upon the earth.Ó
Of this passage, Jordan
explains, ÒJobÕs saying, ÔI canÕt sleep at night. My mind wonÕt quit working.
My emotions are all torn apart. Even in the night when I ought to be able to
sleep itÕs murder to me; itÕs torment to me.Õ In verse 7:11, he says,
ÔTherefore I will not refrain my mouth; I will speak in the anguish of my
spirit; I will complain in the bitterness of my soul.Õ
ÒEliphaz had suggested to him
that he shouldnÕt be complaining. You know, the ÔThree CsÕ—criticize, condemn
and complain. Job says, ÔIÕm so miserable I canÕt do anything else and IÕm just
going to complain in the bitterness of my soul.Õ He goes on down and describes
GodÕs pursuit of him. In verse 12, speaking about God, he says, ÔAm I a sea, or
a whale, that thou settest a watch over me?Õ
ÒItÕs, ÔLet me alone, Stop the
world, I want to get off.Õ And you just thought that was a song written in the
20th century! ThatÕs a cry from the very first man that ever was
written about in the Bible.
ÒJobÕs the first book in Bible ever written. When the
children of Israel came out of Egypt they had the Book of Job in their hand.
Moses quotes it to them. And that ancient patriarchÕs suffering under the
throes of depression. HeÕs casting his hand up, crying, ÔEven GodÕs against me.
When I go to sleep he terrifies me with dreams about all these things.Õ His
mind wonÕt quit working. His emotions are all wrenched out of shape.
ÒJob was depressed, frankly,
from the same sinful mental attitude that causes depression today. It all
focuses on the issue of self-pity. The path to depression is real easily
identifiable: Improper thinking patterns, unreal expectations of life,
misplaced dependencies. Your trust and your dependency is not on truth but itÕs
on error.
ÒThen when problems, the
insults, the rejections, the adverse circumstances and trials come into your
life—and the disappointment that comes because of it—you respond to
that.
ÒGod gave us some wonderful
emotions. Fear and anger are to be motivators, but when you respond to the
insult, to the injury, to the rejection, to the trial that comes into your life
by adding into the equation self-pity, your self-consciousness becomes
self-importance. Self-pity gets in there, and that improper thinking pattern
about it all revolving around you, and that middle letter of the word ÔsinÕ
becomes the issue in life, then it always winds up in depression.
ÒThe real culprit is not the
circumstance—itÕs not the trial—itÕs the attitude you take toward
it. If youÕre going to handle your emotions in general, you have to understand
the relationship between the way you think and the way you feel; the
relationship between your emotions and your thinking.Ó
ÒTo understand that you need
to understand how you as a person have been created by God to function. You
need some real biblical analysis of your makeup; a biblical picture of who you
are as a person, what your makeup is, how you were created by God to function,
how it is you come to the place where you feel like you feel and where you do
what you do and think like you think. If you can understand how God created you
and how He made you to work and function, then youÕve got a leg up on things.Ó