Well, news is spreading about my latest,
more-shocking-than-any-before career move. I gave up a newly acquired position
reporting and editing for my old magazine, Graphic Arts Monthly (once in New
York City but recently relocated to Oak Brook), to work as a resident assistant
for an elderly home on Clark and Devon.
As of tomorrow, I will be fully moved into my new tiny,
tiny bedroom inside a converted two-bedroom apartment at ÒThe Pat Crowley HouseÓ
(a four-story walk-up building) that I will share with three college students,
two of whom are males.
To answer the biggest question: Yes, I will share one
bathroom and itÕs not a very big one or a particularly nice one. ItÕs old and
has one of those old bathtub-on-legs showers that IÕve never been fond of. Worst
of all, I will now have to put on a robe over my PJs and walk down a long
hallway whenever I unexpectedly wake up in the middle of the night and have to go
to the toilet. Bummer!
*****
In cleaning out my stuff from my friendÕs lakefront
condo where IÕve been renting a room for the past two months, I came across
some old VCR tapes that I had purchased for $1 at this past summerÕs family
Bible conference in Palatine.
Knowing that I would not have a VCR at my new place (IÕm
not sure IÕll even have enough room for my TV!), I popped in a tape from
ShorewoodÕs 1991 summer Bible conference, held only a few months before I was
first introduced to the church and first learned about the Ògrace message.Ó
Jordan got my attention when, in the process of explaining
how he goes about preparing for his sermons—crystallizing down his main
points and making notes to himself—he said, ÒDo you understand that one
of the most living, dynamically spiritual alive things there is is real
preaching?!Ó
He went on, ÒPaul says itÕs through Ôthe foolishness of
preaching.Õ Not sharing, but preaching. Not dialoguing; preaching. And some times
I think folks donÕt know what preaching is. What it is is the doctrine gets in
your personality; you focus it through your personality and you contribute what
only you can contribute to the understanding of others.Ó
*****
The particular sermon on the tape was on Ephesians 1:4: ÒAccording
as he hath chosen us in him before the
foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before
him in love.Ó
Jordan said, ÒIf thereÕs the foundation of the world and
God purposed this before the foundation the world, did He purpose this before
or after the Fall (of Adam and Eve)?Ó asks Jordan. ÒDid
you ever wonder what God intended to do in eternity past if sin had never
entered the world?
ÒGodÕs ultimate intention did not originate in the fall
of Adam. Do you understand God the Father had a plan? ThatÕs what Paul is
saying! When you get to Ephesians, PaulÕs already taken care of Adam in Romans.
He took you back to Genesis 11 in Romans 1. He took you back to Genesis 3 in
Romans 5 and he said, ÔNow, in Christ, youÕre taken care of! You got your
dispensational disadvantage that came up in Genesis 12 taken out of the way
with the fall of Israel. You got your personal alienation in Adam taken away
through the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ. Now, letÕs get it on with it! ItÕs
over, so now letÕs go see what God planned to do in Himself and for Himself
before all that stuff got in the way!Õ
ÒWhoopee, thatÕs what IÕm interested in! I can get out
of me and get into Him now!Ó